hm
saw hong's entry.
made me think back alot.
about the gd times i had chatting away online smiling and being really really happy.
am surprised he mentioned about me.
even more surprised about what he wrote about me.

"J-Homma(maria)
i thought she was a he in the first place becos of the nick... the nick looks guyish to me, the way she chatted oso quite boyish... later as i found out, she's a veri helpful person and someone who cares alot for others... nice nice :)"

i'm flattered.

thinking about ppl who has made an impact in my life not just frm irc but online....
Hi^roko
the most crappy, noisy, THICK-SKINNED, but amazingly popular girl i've ever talked to. like hong said, she can make everyone in the chnnl become alive. fun chatting with her and she was one of the first few people whom i've chatted with online. we used to like to ke siao fight with each other online and then re-enact our own version of titanic and call each other mad names.....

Coolie
also one of the first few people i chatted with?
she's juz one reallie nice girl. frank. which is good. ^__^

twit made a great deal of influence
i poured my hearts out to her.
she was special.
with her, besides sometime she over-reacts in a very scary way, she's one of the ppl whom i enjoy chatting with alot. she's really frank and often misunderstood by others.

honggy
one of the first few ppl i know online.
he's alwayz there at night.
when all is gone. when i'm feeling down. he's there.
alot of assurance. at least some one was there. chatting with him i feel relaxed.
my way of talking is very boyish but i feel relaxed dat way cos dats my style of talking.

sano important person in my life
a friend, someone i can pour my hearts out to, a friend i never wanna lose.
he was there when i was most down in my life. when life seem meaningless and i felt so down and wanted to die, he was the only one keeping sane and giving me hope.
he was someone who's alwayz there.
everytime i face a prob, i cry n tell him about it. even if he can't help solve it, he listens at least.

kochan+kero+fukai
my beloved kor n didi(s)

uchu
sad to say this, he is just someone i want to erase from my memory. once bitten twice shy.

aiko
someone whom i saw her grow n become more matured

kindaichi (rick)
perhaps the only person online who made me feel as if we understood each other that later turned on me. i cried the worst after a incident. now i lost contact with him. perhaps another person whom i rather not be reminded of.

zero made a great deal of influence
there's alwayz something about him that intrigues me.
he's in a way very mysterious. chatty but at times very deep. very helpful and i liked chatting with him alot. once was there to witness when he was very down. i felt very sad for him. a friend i do like alot.

iman made a strong impact in my life
crazy lil girl. weird personality, real smart and nice and relaxing to chat with. life is never boring chatting to her.

shaikha and pat important ppl in my life
friends and classmates whom i've gotten to know them better thro online chatting.
shared their problems... and they helped me with mine. now i could ask for nothing more but to have them as my friends. cheers.

sword (james) made a strong impact in my life
a friend i never wanna lose too. he is very frank and sincere and positive about life. i enjoyed talking to him alot and he understands me enough to know that when i'm frank i dun mean to offend.

|kebukuro (wilfred) my dearest and the one who have literally changed my life
amazing how we met. even more amazing how we ended up being couples. life has never been the same eversince and i've gone through some much with him. love him with all my heart and i can onli say i'm really happy that the feeling is mutual. although the difference in our lives and in our personality is so great yet we fitted so well with each other and i feel so strange about it sometimes.